jitlaaag (kunoh!)
Thursday, March 23rd, 2006oh my, how time flies! i never even noticed that my bakasyon grande is already over. but i can say that rest is really great for the body and soul…nothing can compare to the secured feeling of being with true friends, keeping in touch with the latest chikas (kahit paulit-ulit na), fooling around without anybody getting pikon, videoke to the maximum level (kasi fairies & wildlife lang audience), reminiscing the past, being yaya to the kidz, chitchat sessions with nans & tats, listening to "never care" stories of the buloys, being lost in Gaisano, attending the wedding of my pamangkin (jemajin!), waking up to the twit-twit of maya and sleeping with the crickets song, experiencing natural "cold temp", eating ginanggang-balut-isaw in one seating while watching lovers and the stars na rin sa open field….
it’s quite obvious, i had a great time BEING HOME…now im trying to find my comfort zone again here in this far-away & cruel place…life is quite different here…the acclimatization means a lot of sacrifices & being able to get through all those obstacles…and that is what’s life’s all about…but maybe soon, ill find a reason to be happy…i have to work on that…ive turned pessimistic and forgot to count my blessings…and that’s not good…basta AJA lang tlga!
it’s positive, im experiencing an acute case of jitlaaaaggg…though im tired because of the travel but still i cant even catch some ZZzzz…my mind keeps wandering to the people i left at home, home itself, my bed, the sound of silence, baby mark’s blabbering, kuya kyle’s pangungulit…
HELP!!! I BADLY NEED A CURE!!!